The Moment of Rebirth

Marie was alone in the facility.  She had been ill.  Thinking back on it, she remembered collapsing when several things had happened.  Someone else had become ill.  She had a child.  Realizing that her illness may have been emotional, Marie returned to her room.  Joe was coming to see her.  She needed to get dressed.  Why? She wasn't going anywhere.  She hoped she would, so she chose a very plain dress and brushed her hair.  She washed her face and considered putting on makeup.  She wanted to look nice for Joe.  He was coming! The door was opening! She hurried with the buttons on her long sleeves.  The heavy jean dress was stifling!  The lady Doctor found her and firmly led Marie to be examined.

"I'm not so sure Joe isn't in collusion with your son," the lady Doctor said.  Marie was confused.  That sounded bad, like the Doctor distrusted Joe.  Marie remembered her emotional distress.  Did Joe cause it on purpose? Would he hurt her.

The Doctor brusquely pointed a tongue depressor at Marie 's face and made her sit.  Marie never resisted.  She thought about how docile she had been, never once trying to escape her confinement.  The doors had never been locked.  She stayed because she felt weak.  She was afraid.

Marie wanted to leave now.  She wanted Joe to come and take her home.  She felt a little stronger and with her heavy long dress on she felt secure enough to go out and face the world.

"I want you to tell me the moment of your rebirth."

"What?  ... Rebirth?" Marie asked the lady Doctor.

"It's not all that mysterious."  The Doctor held up a transistor, a small device which emitted a sound wave. It's screen showed the volume or intensity of the wave on a line, like a number scale.  A monitor on the wall in front of Marie and the Doctor showed random scenes of the outside world.  Marie saw cars driving by at night, their headlights beaming.  She was confused.

"Tell me the moment you will be born." The Doctor insisted.  Marie listened.  The cars were driving by randomly.  The transistor emitted a low drone.  It was boring.  Marie did not like it.  She waited.  The sound grew in intensity and she began to feel it's vibration.  Marie felt emotion well up inside her as the sound grew most powerful.  "NOW!" She shouted!

Smiling and proud of herself, Marie looked to the Doctor.  The Doctor was pleased with Marie.  The sound had fallen off.  Marie had picked its apex.

"Would you like to watch your new birth?" The Doctor motioned for Marie to look at the screen.

The last thing she remembers before awakening is looking at the monitor.

"I dreamt of Joe!" This was a big breakthrough.  She had not been able to dream of Joe all these years.  Her subconscious had been blocked.

This was a message.

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Read about Marie and Joe, a reluctant psychic and her boyfriend, a man with strange powers he did not seem to know of.  Read about Marie 's saga in Doing Time on Earth, and learn about Joe in the chapter called The Mystery Man.

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Imagine Reality

Creating Reality:

Like attracts like. Hate attracts hate. Love attracts love. 

When you expect a negative outcome, you will find ways to create a negative outcome. You will see only negative things, and miss opportunities.

There is actually not one thing you cannot do just by believing.

 Jesus proved that when he raised the dead.

This entire world is a fiction. It is a drama and you are the head writer. 

This is for you alone to know, because you are ready to be given the truth. Nothing here is real. It is all a mental creation. 

Begin to test out your new powers. Dare to dream again.  

Everything that has happened is because you have willed it.   You have willed yourself to become self-aware, so that you may be free of this delusion. Now you must learn to control it, so that you may be free. Change your unhappy dream to a happy one.

Begin:

I am beautiful  I am intelligent I am entertaining I am charming I have my desires.  My love, my dream, my most ardent desire is coming back to me.  My love will be my boyfriend/will be my husband/wife. He or she loves me.  I am wealthy I am happy I am healed I am successful I am lucky I am beloved  I am respected He/she wants me; we will be together and we will be happy.  I have many friends  People like me.  People will find me charming and attractive we will be so happy. I will be very happy with My love/my friends/my family. Everyone will be happy.  All my books will be successful (or my work will be successful) and I will be a respected and successful author (fill in your   work or desire).  Tailor this message to fit your life and needs.  Make it specific.

My Joe, or my Marie, will be here with me.  We will go to Hawaii and be married.  I will be better each day, feel younger, look better and be healthier each day.  Your body knows what you speak over it and your words are a program.

What are you saying to yourself? What is the program? What story have you been writing?

Your time has come to shine!

It is time.

What is hidden in the recesses of mind will eventually spring forth to be borne into the world.

Time is like an accordion, it stretches and contracts.

Like a mother giving birth to a new thought, Time delivers her offspring.

And everything will change and the face of the planet will forever forget the way it was.

Welcome to a brave New World.

Your light will shine and many others too.

It is time to leave the recesses of darkness.

Change does not need to come to you, for you are it.

Love, Forgiveness and Relationships

We have two ways of seeing the world. Reason vs Knowledge

Knowledge can be intuitive and so it may be ignored in favor of Reason which may be flawed.

That is how we make mistakes.

Half the time we don't even remember there is a contradiction and we just react.

More mistakes.

Our Judgment is often flawed.

Yes, we must learn to make better decisions.

But we must learn how to handle the inevitable mistakes, ours and others.

Have you learned how to forgive others?

Have you learned to expect forgiveness?

If you do not give someone a chance to forgive you, you will have no chance to heal them.

Much is written on forgiveness, but little is said about being forgiven.

If you don't accept forgiveness, you will live forever with guilt.

Neither you nor the person(s) you harmed or wronged will move past that time.

Forgiveness is a beautiful thing when it is offered to you. It shows the beauty of another's soul, their capacity for understanding, and their maturity.  It is the bouquet of friendship being offered again.

When someone gives you flowers, give them a smile and say thank you.  It means they love you.