It felt like a spell. Even though I don't believe in such things.  That's what I thought. It felt like a spell.
I felt myself being pulled into his orbit, and I knew I could resist. But I didn't want to.
He bewitched, bewildered and controlled me and ruined my life. 
The biggest breakthrough happened one day when he was gone and I realized I was relieved he was gone!
I ran away because I knew he controlled me, and all was calm until he found me again.
I never could truly be free until I could face him and say it.  Let's get a divorce.
He was enraged. I was very afraid.
But the worst nightmare of my life was over.
I had learned to control.    Me.
I had finally dealt with him.
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